Gonna cut down my environment into half or more/ less.
Imma gon' find out who will truely survive among real friends..
My apologies for doing this, but I'm really tired of backstabbers, 'friends' who you never talk to, don't even know you excist and I can go on and on and on..
And please don't ask me things like: 'why' or 'am I one of those'.. It has no use to know it and I don't want to explain it either..
All you have to know is.. I'm going to focus my attention on the 'survivors'
I'm going to do my own things and I will see what God has in mind for me..
Forgive me Lord, I know I aint livin' right
Young Jeezy - Soul survivor (ft. Akon)
donderdag 24 februari 2011
zaterdag 12 februari 2011
Media fasting #40
Day 40 (last day)
verse; Exodus 20:19
purpose; our ignorance, disobedienceand and fear.. let it be gone by doing what the Lord has told us to do.. in Jesus Name
Today my media fasting period ends!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
verse; Exodus 20:19
purpose; our ignorance, disobedienceand and fear.. let it be gone by doing what the Lord has told us to do.. in Jesus Name
Today my media fasting period ends!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
vrijdag 11 februari 2011
Media fasting #39
Day 39
verse; Isaiah 26:3
purpose; keep feeding your mind with His energy, wisdom and power and don't it get to starvation.
Today I was at my grandmother's house. I had a very nice fellowship with her during breakfast. I suggested to pray together for the food and she said ok. I said that I would pray in dutch. Then she said: 'but God doesn't understand dutch'. That just made my day! That seriously cracked me up. So I explained to her that God made the different languages. And I was still laughing.
My grandmother is so cute. May God really bless her.
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
verse; Isaiah 26:3
purpose; keep feeding your mind with His energy, wisdom and power and don't it get to starvation.
Today I was at my grandmother's house. I had a very nice fellowship with her during breakfast. I suggested to pray together for the food and she said ok. I said that I would pray in dutch. Then she said: 'but God doesn't understand dutch'. That just made my day! That seriously cracked me up. So I explained to her that God made the different languages. And I was still laughing.
My grandmother is so cute. May God really bless her.
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
donderdag 10 februari 2011
Media fasting #38
Day 38
verse; Isaiah 40:26
purpose; open and turn your eyes and mind to God instead of your idol, your work or your own ways of doing things
Today I did my spiritual cleansing with my pastor. As I described it a few posts ago, it's like cleaning up your room. Your mind and body also need a cleaning from time to time. The spiritual cleansing does the cleaning in your mind and soul.
I feel refreshed to the maximum! Now I've got to keep it that way. Time to time I'll have to do this clean up. And I know sometimes the seduction will be too great and I will leave a mess again in my soul. But I know and pray to God that He will have mercy and patience with me, cause I'm just a human.
For this period of 40 days of media fasting, I set the rule of 3 push ups for every cursing word I say. I told myself it will not end this period. I'm going to keep doing this till.. I don't know.. maybe forever.. (=
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Over every thought
Over every word
May my life reflect
The beauty of my Lord
verse; Isaiah 40:26
purpose; open and turn your eyes and mind to God instead of your idol, your work or your own ways of doing things
Today I did my spiritual cleansing with my pastor. As I described it a few posts ago, it's like cleaning up your room. Your mind and body also need a cleaning from time to time. The spiritual cleansing does the cleaning in your mind and soul.
I feel refreshed to the maximum! Now I've got to keep it that way. Time to time I'll have to do this clean up. And I know sometimes the seduction will be too great and I will leave a mess again in my soul. But I know and pray to God that He will have mercy and patience with me, cause I'm just a human.
For this period of 40 days of media fasting, I set the rule of 3 push ups for every cursing word I say. I told myself it will not end this period. I'm going to keep doing this till.. I don't know.. maybe forever.. (=
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Over every thought
Over every word
May my life reflect
The beauty of my Lord
woensdag 9 februari 2011
Media fasting #37
Day 37
verse; Isaiah 40:28
purpose; be exhausted for God.. be drained by others so they learn from Jesus Christ through you and make sure He is your supply of energy
Ok, today is the day that the big group of media fasting people ended their media fasting period of 40 days. I'm a little bit later done, Saturday 12th to be exact.
Tomorrow I'm going to do the spiritual cleansing, together with my pastor. So tonight I'm going to check the boxes of the checklist my pastor gave me.
Time for a serious clean up!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
But as I lift my hands, I understand
that I should praise you through my circumstance
verse; Isaiah 40:28
purpose; be exhausted for God.. be drained by others so they learn from Jesus Christ through you and make sure He is your supply of energy
Ok, today is the day that the big group of media fasting people ended their media fasting period of 40 days. I'm a little bit later done, Saturday 12th to be exact.
Tomorrow I'm going to do the spiritual cleansing, together with my pastor. So tonight I'm going to check the boxes of the checklist my pastor gave me.
Time for a serious clean up!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
But as I lift my hands, I understand
that I should praise you through my circumstance
dinsdag 8 februari 2011
Media fasting #36
Day 36
verse; 1 Thessalonians 5:23
purpose; sanctification means a lot than we think.. we have to let every earthly thing go and completely focus on God's plan, ways and purpose.
Today I woke up early to go jogging. It was really nice, cause the sun was shining really bright! (=
When I paused for a moment during the excercise, I looked up the sun and I was thinking; 'God, You're so great! Why are You so great? Because You're so great!'
I smiled inside and I continued my morning excercise.
When I stepped out the shower, I was instantly fresh for the day! Let the search for a internship continues!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 4)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
If you didn't know Christ, would ya life look the same?
Can they tell you value Jesus by the way you rep his name?
verse; 1 Thessalonians 5:23
purpose; sanctification means a lot than we think.. we have to let every earthly thing go and completely focus on God's plan, ways and purpose.
Today I woke up early to go jogging. It was really nice, cause the sun was shining really bright! (=
When I paused for a moment during the excercise, I looked up the sun and I was thinking; 'God, You're so great! Why are You so great? Because You're so great!'
I smiled inside and I continued my morning excercise.
When I stepped out the shower, I was instantly fresh for the day! Let the search for a internship continues!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 4)
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
If you didn't know Christ, would ya life look the same?
Can they tell you value Jesus by the way you rep his name?
maandag 7 februari 2011
Media fasting #35
Day 35
verse; Luke 24:21
purpose; we won't get direct answers by praying to God; the purpose of praying is to understand and come closer to Himself.
This is my last week of media fasting. I think this week will be killing. For the most people, media fasting will end at the 9th or 10th of February. Mine will end at the 12th at 2PM.
But.. will everything be the same as it was before? Will I fall back to my old routine? Will I forget everything what God taught me in these 40 days?
I hope and I think not. Not if I keep praying and trusting in Him. Not if I rest on His power.
Something obvious (funny); most people will probably go to Facebook when their media fasting ends. But can you guess where I will go to on the internet when media fasting ends for me? Hahaha, yeahh.. I will go to NBA.com (=
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Right now I wanna say how much you've changed my ways,
when I look back on yesterday.
verse; Luke 24:21
purpose; we won't get direct answers by praying to God; the purpose of praying is to understand and come closer to Himself.
This is my last week of media fasting. I think this week will be killing. For the most people, media fasting will end at the 9th or 10th of February. Mine will end at the 12th at 2PM.
But.. will everything be the same as it was before? Will I fall back to my old routine? Will I forget everything what God taught me in these 40 days?
I hope and I think not. Not if I keep praying and trusting in Him. Not if I rest on His power.
Something obvious (funny); most people will probably go to Facebook when their media fasting ends. But can you guess where I will go to on the internet when media fasting ends for me? Hahaha, yeahh.. I will go to NBA.com (=
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Right now I wanna say how much you've changed my ways,
when I look back on yesterday.
zondag 6 februari 2011
Media fasting #34
Day 34
verse; 2 Timothy 4:6
purpose; be ready at any moment to be a sacrifice for God and do His will
These last days I've been a little lost in my environment. I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I can do. Searching for an internship is very hard. Keeping everybody satisfied is also very hard. And I think the coming last week of media fasting will be very tough for some people.
All these aspects.. I need to bring it to God. I need to share it with Him, even if He already knows. He just wants me to bring it to Him and talk to Him about it.
And I will, because; Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Matthew 7:7
Amen to that!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- I'll be reading Proverbs according to the one-year-reading-plan
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
The world makes promises that it can't really keep, it'll always let you down. It's only temporary, only preliminary but Your love, it reaches all bounds.
verse; 2 Timothy 4:6
purpose; be ready at any moment to be a sacrifice for God and do His will
These last days I've been a little lost in my environment. I don't know what to do.
I don't know what I can do. Searching for an internship is very hard. Keeping everybody satisfied is also very hard. And I think the coming last week of media fasting will be very tough for some people.
All these aspects.. I need to bring it to God. I need to share it with Him, even if He already knows. He just wants me to bring it to Him and talk to Him about it.
And I will, because; Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened. Matthew 7:7
Amen to that!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- I'll be reading Proverbs according to the one-year-reading-plan
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
The world makes promises that it can't really keep, it'll always let you down. It's only temporary, only preliminary but Your love, it reaches all bounds.
zaterdag 5 februari 2011
Media fasting #33
Day 33
verse; Philippians 2:17
purpose; to serve God to the fullest, we sometimes have to serve others or sacrifice yourself for the work of others
For today I'm going to take time to do the spiritual cleansing- checklist.
Let's see what God reveals to me. Need to get rid off so much things in my life.
Need to cleans my body, mind and soul of those who are against Him. But it's going to be a hard battle. I have to fight those dark aspects, but not on my own.
In the Name of Jesus Christ, I will enter warzone and make war against the three enemies!
Amen!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Flesh feeling frisky, sin persuades and tempts me
Satan cheers me on, guilt followed by conviction
It's the same ol' trap and we fall like we defenseless
verse; Philippians 2:17
purpose; to serve God to the fullest, we sometimes have to serve others or sacrifice yourself for the work of others
For today I'm going to take time to do the spiritual cleansing- checklist.
Let's see what God reveals to me. Need to get rid off so much things in my life.
Need to cleans my body, mind and soul of those who are against Him. But it's going to be a hard battle. I have to fight those dark aspects, but not on my own.
In the Name of Jesus Christ, I will enter warzone and make war against the three enemies!
Amen!
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Flesh feeling frisky, sin persuades and tempts me
Satan cheers me on, guilt followed by conviction
It's the same ol' trap and we fall like we defenseless
vrijdag 4 februari 2011
Media fasting #32
Day 32
verse; 2 Corinthians 5:14
purpose; through the love of Jesus Christ, we shall see and witness His works being burst through us
Why do we need God?
It's because we need love
we need peace
we need compassion
we need patient
we need meekness
we need care
we need faith
we need kindness
we need Him
that's why we need Jesus
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
verse; 2 Corinthians 5:14
purpose; through the love of Jesus Christ, we shall see and witness His works being burst through us
Why do we need God?
It's because we need love
we need peace
we need compassion
we need patient
we need meekness
we need care
we need faith
we need kindness
we need Him
that's why we need Jesus
to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Love never fails. Love is everlasting
Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
donderdag 3 februari 2011
Media fasting #31
Day 31
verse; 1 Corinthians 4:13
purpose; in all times we have to stay friendly and bear everything.. especially in times we're going to be prosecuted, humiliated, insulted..
Today I met up with my little sister V. I haven't spoken to her for a long time. We met up at KFC and we updated each other about our daily media fasting. I really missed her and our conversations about everything that comes up in us. Especially about God. (=
Suddenly she took out a gift. It was belated christmas gift for me, because we haven't seen each other around Christmas. It was a new Bible!! Exactly what I wanted! A new international version. I really like it! Thanks, sis!
Since I've decided to read the whole Bible in one year, I will read it in this english one.
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I finished Acts, now it's time to follow the Bible Reading Plan)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Scripture's like a mirror
The truth is closer than it appears
verse; 1 Corinthians 4:13
purpose; in all times we have to stay friendly and bear everything.. especially in times we're going to be prosecuted, humiliated, insulted..
Today I met up with my little sister V. I haven't spoken to her for a long time. We met up at KFC and we updated each other about our daily media fasting. I really missed her and our conversations about everything that comes up in us. Especially about God. (=
Suddenly she took out a gift. It was belated christmas gift for me, because we haven't seen each other around Christmas. It was a new Bible!! Exactly what I wanted! A new international version. I really like it! Thanks, sis!
Since I've decided to read the whole Bible in one year, I will read it in this english one.
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I finished Acts, now it's time to follow the Bible Reading Plan)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
Scripture's like a mirror
The truth is closer than it appears
woensdag 2 februari 2011
Media fasting #30
Day 30
verse; 1 Corinthians 9:16
purpose; If God uses us, He will use us on His ways we can't understand.. let it be, cause He knows what's the best
Today we're going to talk about LOVE! What is love? What is true love?
Is love only about friendship? Family? Sex? Husband and wife? Love for your kids? Love for your neighbors?
No it isn't only about that. Real, true love goes deeper than that. True love is about loving the ones who hate you. True love is about loving your enemies. True love is about loving those who are prosecuting you. Love those who want to smack your face. Turn your other cheek and let them smack it again (Luke 6:29).
If you can achieve this level of love, then you're ALMOST about Jesus' level. Cause Jesus loved everyone! Even the ones who prosecuted Him. So how great can love be? How great can God be? Love is God and God is love! So THIS great can He be!
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I'm at Acts 25)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
if You listen to my heart
Every beat would say;
"Thank You for the Life, thank You for the Truth, thank You for the Way"
verse; 1 Corinthians 9:16
purpose; If God uses us, He will use us on His ways we can't understand.. let it be, cause He knows what's the best
Today we're going to talk about LOVE! What is love? What is true love?
Is love only about friendship? Family? Sex? Husband and wife? Love for your kids? Love for your neighbors?
No it isn't only about that. Real, true love goes deeper than that. True love is about loving the ones who hate you. True love is about loving your enemies. True love is about loving those who are prosecuting you. Love those who want to smack your face. Turn your other cheek and let them smack it again (Luke 6:29).
If you can achieve this level of love, then you're ALMOST about Jesus' level. Cause Jesus loved everyone! Even the ones who prosecuted Him. So how great can love be? How great can God be? Love is God and God is love! So THIS great can He be!
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I'm at Acts 25)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
if You listen to my heart
Every beat would say;
"Thank You for the Life, thank You for the Truth, thank You for the Way"
dinsdag 1 februari 2011
Media fasting #29
Day 29
verse; 1 Corinthians 1:17
purpose; the main calling to us from Jesus Christ is not only to teach the Word, but to preach the Word
Today I decided I want to read the whole Bible in one year. It sounds very much, but with a Bible reading plan from www.discipleshipjournal.com and guidance from God, I will read the whole Bible in one year. I've printed out a schedulde; it says I have to read passages from two different books each day. I'm very curious if I could make it in one year. But I think with the help of God and some little self discipline, I can read His 66 love letters within 365 days! (=
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I'm at Acts 25)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
We will never break, though they devastate, we shall motivate,
and we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
verse; 1 Corinthians 1:17
purpose; the main calling to us from Jesus Christ is not only to teach the Word, but to preach the Word
Today I decided I want to read the whole Bible in one year. It sounds very much, but with a Bible reading plan from www.discipleshipjournal.com and guidance from God, I will read the whole Bible in one year. I've printed out a schedulde; it says I have to read passages from two different books each day. I'm very curious if I could make it in one year. But I think with the help of God and some little self discipline, I can read His 66 love letters within 365 days! (=
to do list
- be the church!
- starting to read the whole Bible in one year
- read the bible (I'm at Acts 25)
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
Guess I'll be going,
God bless you!
We will never break, though they devastate, we shall motivate,
and we gotta pray, all we got is faith.
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