Survivor

Gonna cut down my environment into half or more/ less.
Imma gon' find out who will truely survive among real friends..
My apologies for doing this, but I'm really tired of backstabbers, 'friends' who you never talk to, don't even know you excist and I can go on and on and on..
And please don't ask me things like: 'why' or 'am I one of those'.. It has no use to know it and I don't want to explain it either..
All you have to know is.. I'm going to focus my attention on the 'survivors'

I'm going to do my own things and I will see what God has in mind for me..



Forgive me Lord, I know I aint livin' right
Young Jeezy - Soul survivor (ft. Akon)

Media fasting #40

Day 40 (last day)

verse; Exodus 20:19
purpose; our ignorance, disobedienceand and fear.. let it be gone by doing what the Lord has told us to do.. in Jesus Name

Today my media fasting period ends!

to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)

Guess I'll be going,

God bless you!


Because of His great love
He gave His only Son

Media fasting #39

Day 39

verse; Isaiah 26:3
purpose; keep feeding your mind with His energy, wisdom and power and don't it get to starvation.

Today I was at my grandmother's house. I had a very nice fellowship with her during breakfast. I suggested to pray together for the food and she said ok. I said that I would pray in dutch. Then she said: 'but God doesn't understand dutch'. That just made my day! That seriously cracked me up. So I explained to her that God made the different languages. And I was still laughing.
My grandmother is so cute. May God really bless her.

to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)

Guess I'll be going,

God bless you!


And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes

Media fasting #38

Day 38

verse; Isaiah 40:26
purpose; open and turn your eyes and mind to God instead of your idol, your work or your own ways of doing things

Today I did my spiritual cleansing with my pastor. As I described it a few posts ago, it's like cleaning up your room. Your mind and body also need a cleaning from time to time. The spiritual cleansing does the cleaning in your mind and soul.
I feel refreshed to the maximum! Now I've got to keep it that way. Time to time I'll have to do this clean up. And I know sometimes the seduction will be too great and I will leave a mess again in my soul. But I know and pray to God that He will have mercy and patience with me, cause I'm just a human.

For this period of 40 days of media fasting, I set the rule of 3 push ups for every cursing word I say. I told myself it will not end this period. I'm going to keep doing this till.. I don't know.. maybe forever.. (=

to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)

Guess I'll be going,

God bless you!


Over every thought
Over every word
May my life reflect
The beauty of my Lord

Media fasting #37

Day 37

verse; Isaiah 40:28
purpose; be exhausted for God.. be drained by others so they learn from Jesus Christ through you and make sure He is your supply of energy

Ok, today is the day that the big group of media fasting people ended their media fasting period of 40 days. I'm a little bit later done, Saturday 12th to be exact.
Tomorrow I'm going to do the spiritual cleansing, together with my pastor. So tonight I'm going to check the boxes of the checklist my pastor gave me.
Time for a serious clean up!

to do list
- be the church!
- replace the 'media time' for time for family, friends or self discipline
- carry my cross
- spiritual cleansing
- maybe something else will come up in my mind to do?
- reading Proverbs (Spreuken 9)

Guess I'll be going,

God bless you!


But as I lift my hands, I understand
that I should praise you through my circumstance